Mr.Faithful! ♥

2010-11-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

2week, 3days more!

After that,
i will be officially done my attachment !

I really do hope that,
i won't be going to Ah San's area.

I would really really died if i'm over there!
The smells of the raw skins is worse than market!

I'm excited in returning back to ITE seriously!
Though, it will only be 2week! :DD

Need to chiong my powerpoint and exams soon!

Jiayous people!
Seeyou on 22nd November! Love.

2010-10-13T11:13:00.002+08:00

Attachment is kinda boring,
but its gonna ends soon !

5weeks more and i'm back to school !

Miss friends, food and environment !

Life in Henglong are really ups and downs,
is might be fun/good at times.

But,
there is always downs moments.

Have started in my powerpoint slides yet,
not even my textbooks too.

But of course there are always some people,
where you wtill miss them after all.

Peeps out there !
Soon, we will be back together in school !

Seeya ! :D

2010-08-10T10:17:00.002+08:00

Its been super super long,
ever since i last posted.

I have already started my attachment,
life isn't good as i expected to be.

I have always thought that attachment,
it something that is hard to fight for,
something that is worth fighting for.

But from the first day i have started sttachment,
i would have rather go cptc instead.

Heng long co ptd, is totally a crap !

No linkage to what i have learned in school,
handling crocodile skins, doing paperwork.

Finally 2months has passed,
i hope time could fly faster this few months.

19th november is so damn long !

I want back my freedom,
i prefer to go school.

Ite life is much better,
i miss everything that i used to have.

Terrible feeling of attachment.

2010-06-13T04:05:00.003+08:00

Went orchard with happy, junjie, barney, joash,
shawn, liangrong and 2 more guys.

They didn’t wants to accompany me to buy my bangles !

Bad guys !

So happy and me headed down to fareast,
brought my bangles and meet them over at chompchomp !

Had chompchomp for dinner, satays, stingray, kangkong, BBQ chickenwing !

Happy and i went over to FROLICK ! Hahs.
Finally i get myself the grape flavour ! (:

Took cab with them and drop off at kovan.

Joelson kept messaging me !

BECAUSE !
Garrett, Jamie, Peishan, Joelson and Hadley went over
and surprised me with chocolates and a card !

Awesome stuff yea ? :D
Loveyou guys ! ♥

2010-06-11T13:47:00.002+08:00

Been long since i last posted !

Redrain, Asia conference,
Pastor steve munsey and Exam is over ! :D

Currently having my last few days of holidays,
gonna start my attachment soon !

14th June 2010 !

It will be fun i guess ? :/

Nothing much already. (:

Anyway,
have an nice overseas trip !

Take good care of yourself !

Will be miss you ! ♥

2010-05-23T14:20:00.003+08:00

Its really been a busy week for me !

Came to look back at my schedule,
i didn't even feel that i went for prayer meeting !

First performance,
i could rather say is not the best !

But !
Second was real better compare to day1 ! :D

Pastor How told us why not we perform again,
on coming saturday during Pastor steve munsey !

Another thing i'm excited about is !

All the new friends in my cg !
We really really broke through !

From14 on average to 34 for redrain !

God really been blessing E3 ! (:

There is 9new friend that is,
from my class JC0901L !

I smell revival in it,
even ks say so !

So no doubt on it !

Next week CHC asia conference !
Full of exciting events are up !

But,
most of all exams too !

Gonna really study hard man !
Wish me luck ! ♥

2010-05-07T13:34:00.003+08:00

3week of school days left !

3week = 16days !

Everything moves kinda fast,
i gonna study study study ! :D

Was totally shocked yesterday,
when chunsen called me in the morning !

Somehow i got myself a place for IA ! ♥

Saw karen today,
got a little disciple from her. :x!

I hope my chances didn't vanish into thin air !

16days more here i come ! :D

2010-04-18T00:56:00.002+08:00

Service with john bevere was awesome !

Learn so much from him !

Honoring is the thing man ! :D
I thanks Pastors for building HOGC !

I can really say,
i had give my 101% in usher.

Really really serve the very best out of me !

Totally awesome thing,
there is this lady that i usher,
and she is first time coming alone.

And she responded to alter call !

I literally felt what it means,
to usher people into their destiny ! :D

We watch blind side during service,
and it really inspired me much !

Having a heart to love others,
going out the way out just to reach out to people.

God is love ! ♥

2010-04-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

Dance performance was great !

Even though i was quite nervous,
but i pretty sure i gave it at my best !

This performance was rather different,
i don't know why but it is the feeling. (:

Revival night was great,
got so impacted by Pastor Lia !

Water baptism was cool too !

My every first time seeing this,
even though i was a christian since primary 6.

Had cramps yesterday and today,
couldn't make it for usher !

I would really want to be there ! ):

Going out with bell tomorrow,
i hope tummy will be good to me !

Ushering this sunday,
John bevere !

Saturday service with him was cancel,
but sunday remain !

What an privilege it is,
gonna usher with my 101% !

Love opens up people's heart ! ♥

2010-03-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

Had dance practice yesterday !

I feel personally i not give in my best.

I'm just not bursting out,
i can't hold the stage ! ):

Gonna go church later,
cg at 830pm.

Ushering tomorrow,
got to sleep early and be well prepared !

To this 'certain person',
i might be angry with you still.

But i chose to cool myself down.

I hope that no more 'games',
would happen again from you.

It's kinda weird that,
you messaged me yesterday.

I think you're a simple minded girl,
things can be beyond your thoughts ! (:

2010-03-21T23:35:00.004+08:00

Lots of things to mention !

Firstly i'm super duper pissed with,
some little dog out there.

Secondly,
i'm ultra depressed that i felt myself
is not fit to have the tittle of what i am now.

Things are just not turning up well,
many things, many thoughts,
had run through my mind.

I feel so much helpless in some sense,
i just can't lead !

Whats wrong with me ? Sigh !

Another issue is !
I really cannot stand your actions and attitude.

It's sucks to the max !
You're totally horrible !

I wish to vent out all my anger now !

Bye !

2010-03-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Just finished dance practice !

Finally all the cramps is over.

Didn't went to school,
rested at home ! (:

Watch anime,
shugo chara !

Tomorrow gonna draw rig again !

I just realised that my assignment,
is not done yet ! ):

Anyway to this certain person,
if you really wants to play 'games' with me.

Don't blame me if i go overboard. (:
Just a gentle reminder !

Nights everyone ! (:

2010-03-05T23:59:00.004+08:00

Now it is already march,
time flies fast ! (:

Had dance practice on wednesday,
tired but fun at the same time.

Meet happy yesterday,
its really long ever since i met her.

Happy, i miss you much ! ♥

Should be going for peggy's chalet,
but a change of plan and went back home.

I'm kind of exhausted now,
gonna rest soon seriously ! (:

Gonna attend wedding tomorrow !

Yeowhian and henry is coming for service,
i'm excited for tomorrow now !

It gonna be a awesome and fruitful day !

2010-02-25T22:48:00.003+08:00

Many things happen this week !

I didn't went school on monday,
cause i realised that i drop my pocket money somewhere.

When all the way back,
and search around.

And i managed to find it,
it is at my house walkway. HAHA!

Thank God that i'm able to find back ! (:

Usher on wednesday for powerhouse,
i'm suppose to report at 6am.

And !
I woke up at 6.05am !

Went back home,
back to church at 6pm.

Dance till 10.15pm,
my leg and tight is aching ! ):

For today,
went church to usher for money matters.

When back home halfway,
cause my foot is swelling !

What an stupid action i did !

I went to kick the door,
because joel trap me in the room !

Now my leg is swelling and its hurt so much !

I can't turn, twist, stretch, bend my foot ! ):

I wish i can recover soon,
cause i got dance on wednesday !

Gonna rest now,
nights peeps ! (:

2010-02-13T14:04:00.004+08:00

School are fine,
everything is good !

Gonna eat reunion lunch soon!

Yummy,
i'm so hungry now. HAHA!

Had dance practice on wednesday,
i seriously think that i got low confidence.

I always afraid of auditions,
and i wonder why ? ):

Let fear be gone, and faith arise !

Gotten my very first angbao of the year,
from daddy !

Thankyou daddy, xoxo ! ♥

Another reunion dinner later,
i'm excited ! :D

Way to go,
byeeeeee peeps ! (:

2010-02-08T13:22:00.002+08:00

Had a singapore tour with

garrett, jamie, kianlong and jeremy !

I was so fun,

raffles city, somerset, kk hospital, mustafa !

We are so crazy running around,

when it is 10/11pm plus.

After we brought all the things,

travel down to xueli's house.

Had a birthday surprise for her,

outside her house ! (:

I hope she was touched with it !

Garrett drove me back home,

was super tired.

Reached home at around 12/1am plus ?

Bath and sleep straight,

school tomorrow how to survive ?

Nights all ! (:

2010-01-31T01:10:00.002+08:00

Been long ever since i last posted.

Life is great ! (:

Went east coast with cg today,

it was super scorching.

I'm a little burned now. ):

Ride double bicycle with jeremy,

it was not bad ! :D

I can cycle a little now,

finally man !

So tired now,

gonna have have GS tomorrow.

I hope i can still awake ! (:

Gonna sleep now,

night peeps !

2010-01-08T23:08:00.005+08:00

First week of school,

i can literally says that.

Everyday i'm late. LOL!

Really tired man,

gonna sleep early today !

Got to go church for basketball !

Had volleyball training today,

rusty but not as bad as i thought it will be.

I will pray for breakthrough,

dance, NG, volleyball, studies, usher and church !

I will have faith,

and submit all my worries to God ! (:

Pastor joakim tomorrow,

it will be a enjoyable service !

Nights peeps !

2010-01-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

School starting tomorrow !

I don't even feel like,

i had my holidays.

But it is gonna be exciting,

cause i will see new faces in school !

New teachers, classmates and class advisor,

new intakes people.

And,

bryce will be there too.

It seems like the whole CG,

is simei students !

We can have CG in school already. LOL!

Gonna sleep early too,

and i hope too !

Kept on sneezing since service,

how am i going to attendance school ! ):

Anyway,

night peeps ! (:

Let's attend school with a SMILE ! :D

2009-12-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

Had outing with dancers today !

Ate seoul garden,

venus, jeanette, bell and me,

conquer all the meat man ! HAHA!

Headed to arcade,

i was tempted to play para para !

But,

i don't dare. D: !

Travel down to Ion with bell,

almost hunt down all the shops.

Uniqlo is so near,

yet so far !

Went over to orchard sky garden,

meet samantha & co. (:

Camwhore all the while,

i'm waiting for the pictures ! :D

Walked to plaza singapura with bell,

and head back home.

Jeremy's house with cg to chill-out,

movies, lunch and games !

And,

new year countdown in church !

It will be a awesome year i bid,

before welcoming another best year ahead ! ♥

2009-12-28T22:22:00.006+08:00

Went tanning with xueli today again !

I think i got a little sunburn ? HAHA !

This whole christmas is crazy awesome.

Had so much dancing moments,

i'm so glad that the crowds enjoy the dance !

Performance was so powerful,

345 new friends & 123 decisions! (:

How i hope happy was around to watch.

Seriously,

i'm so elated when people,

says the dance was damn nice.

Hard work that we put in,

teamwork we had is truly amazing !

This is because we are hoGc dancers ! (:

Went to find happy yesterday,

headed down to darius's house.

Gambled a little,

won around 1bucks plus. LOL!

Kiki is extremely hyper !

I really miss the days,

that we used to hangout in the past.

The times we used to work,

we slacked and play !

I believe we can do it one day again !

I miss going up rooftop with your guys,

let's do it again ! (:

Happiness in those days,

makes me tears.

Nights peeps,

cliques moments ! (L)

2009-12-21T20:11:00.010+08:00

Went tanning session with xueli !

But i don't seem to look tanner,

even after tanning for 1hour plus.

Bubble tea and fries aftermath,

headed to my house.

Online, browse some webs,

and we starts to listen to pastor's sermon.

Had some heart to heart talks,

literally had much fun with her.

And we promised to go tanning again ! (:

New generation training tomorrow,

10am - 1pm.

Gonna dance and shop for attires too !

I can see great day ahead ! (:

Back dancing,

byeeeeee peeps ! <3

2009-12-18T01:46:00.003+08:00

Serious dance practice is truly amazing !

Came church for practice,
like 5.26pm ?

All the way till 7.30pm,
prayer meeting aftermath.

Left at 8.30pm,
ran down singpost for dinner.

Kept dancing till,
we could use the stage.

It was already like 12am plus ?

The amazing thing was !

We dance from 1am plus,
till around 5.15am plus ?

Ate early breakfast,
tom yam maggi ! (:

Bathe and slept at 7am,
woke up at 10.49am .

Had dance just now,
another trail on stage with effects.

A total MALU thing !

Cause i forget my moves !

Practiced till 9.30pm plus ?

And i'm home using com now,
i think i can fall asleep in any moments time.

Nights peeps,
christmas gonna be exciting ! <3

2009-12-16T04:14:00.003+08:00

How exciting is my holidays !

Went for leader's meeting,
didn't expect what happened today.

I was super elated ! (:

SERIOUSLY!

I really thankful to jeremy, garrett, pastors,
thankyou for believing in me.

New generations,
here i come ! (:

ITE FTW !

Pastor's message really inspired me,
i know definitely 2010 will be a great year ahead !

Mobilisation 3.0 !

Gonna have dance practice tomorrow,
overnight in church !

Never been in church overnight before,
it will be exciting i guess ?

HAHA!
I'm ever ready, nights peeps.

2009-12-07T16:29:00.002+08:00

Had steamboat with cg on saturday !

Ate lots of food,
their deserts is nice ! (:

I seriously love fish paste !

Followup training yesterday,
it was so powerful !

I can really feel pastor's heart,
the efforts and time they spent on the church.

Learning that followup is so important,
prevent so many backslider.

Stay home today,
might be meeting happy later.

Don't know am i meeting,
blogshop owner 7pm @ hougang. ):

Going school tomorrow,
specialization talk !

Pharmaceutical !

Ohmy,
results will be out on 23rd december.

Excited!
Pour blessing on me, HAHA!

2009-12-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

Exam is over finally !

What a big hard period,
to perseverance though.

Hasn't been sleeping well,
due to burning of mid-night fuel. (:

This week was x-rave II,
survival miami !

It is so exciting !

Played need for speed,
guiter hero, drum mania,
para para, don't forget the lyrics.

And lots lots more !

Next week it will be,
survival honolulu ! (:

On 10th,11th december !

Water soccer, obstacles course,
and lots lots more !

Interesting ? Interested ?
Check out www.xrave2009.tumblr.com !

It's going to flare up,
your whole december holidays ! (:

Miss me ?

I will be there,
come and find me ! (:

2009-11-27T18:29:00.005+08:00

This entire week is exciting !

Leader's meeting was an powerful one.

Is all about the attitude,
you have for the thing you do.

Dance was great,
learn new steps.

I bet the performance on christmas,
will be totally blown away ! (:

BM yesterday,
had fun clean up the lifts.

Tanning wasn't that good,
is a cloudy and rainy day after all.

Guys out there in HOGC,
is having MEN CONFERENCE !

Be blessed, REAL MAN in action !

But tomorrow gonna be awesome,
cause i'm on usher ! (:

The day after that will be better,
cause PARACHUTE BAND is in singapore.

What a mind blowing,
and exciting week i have before exam.

Currently studying,
totally no mood. ):

But i will persevere,
cause next week is holidays ! (:

Bye peeps,
back to study. :D

2009-11-20T23:20:00.003+08:00

Steamboat today !

Out with dezhi, jason, vinly and chunsen.

Ate lots lots lots of seafood !

Clam, crab , shell seafood.
Was damn damn full.

I'm so gonna buy the wallet
in mu-ee ! (:

But is $14.90,
gonna save up !

But buildfund first,
once i had finished i gonna buy it !

Gonna play x-rave tomorrow,
vinly is coming.

And !
Jaslyn might be coming also !

I miss happy badly,
i really hope she could come tomorrow.

Okokay,
on phone with jaslyn.

Nights peeps! (:

2009-11-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today was a so 'lucky' day !

1) Necklace snap
2) Overshot bustop
3) Broke hairpin
4) Cockroach on shoulder

All this is driving me crazy ! D:

Especially the cockroach part,
i would rather die. LOL !

Volleyball today,
really tired !

I think i will be sleeping soon,
ohs practical tomorrow !

Wish me luck ! {:

Nights peeps ! :D

2009-11-08T02:52:00.002+08:00

Peq phrase test done !

I think i scored an A ?

Cause i don't see any remarks,
under my name.

Just an OK ! LOL !

Just finish my SOP,
gonna do PO1 soon.

3 weeks more to exam,
damn fast man.

Now i kinda miss my classmates.

Thinking that we might not be,
in the same specialization.

I will definitely miss ms tham !

Even though we always quarrel at times,
but i still likes her a lot more than other teacher.

Ms tham is loved ! <3

Alrights,
going church tomorrow.

Rest early all ! {:

2009-11-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

Many many thing happens today.

Projects, class test
nuteen & dance !

Ended class at 12pm plus,
ate with happy & co.

Travel down to cityhall,
did the nuteen interview.

Actually nuteen is not bad man ! :D

Went in PS to check for singtel plan,
aftermath went over to bugis.

Not much clothes is nice,
which i personally feels that.

Flowery dress/top is damn nice ! <3

Headed back to church,
dance practice was awesome !

Fun & laughter ! {:

Peq's phrase test tmr,
wish me luck ! :D

2009-10-25T23:43:00.011+08:00

Back from church,
and I'm missing church already !

Super upset and pissed,
with mummy.

I always wanted to,
sign a line badly !

Since ages i had been pursuing her.

Years and years,
hopes comes and goes.

And i thought finally,
this dream could be fulfill.

Again,
false hope.

Why couldn't i just sign,
without parental consent ? ):

It is so irritating !

Speechless,
off to sleep.

2009-10-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

Service was super awesome today !

Got so impacted today,
lifted up to a whole new level ! :D

Pastor Kong is really amazing !

Happy will be coming for service ! :D

I'm so tired this few days,
have been waking up early everyday.

Had usher,
it was a enjoyable one.

Last day of Pastor Kong,
it will be another awesome one.

See you guys tomorrow,
in church.

Nights all ! {:

2009-10-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

Was so sick this few days !

Went volleyball just now,
totally weak.

Flu is still with me !

Anyone can teach me a 30sec dance ?

Desperately to learn a dance,
for saturday audition !

I can only learn how to dance,
i don't know how to choreography one !

I'm so dead now !

Project with Vinly,
chunsen and elizabeth later.

Going for class bbq,
after project.

Meeting happy,
gonna bring her along for bbq ! <3

Back to brainstorming,
nights all ! {:

2009-10-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

Slept at 3.30am yesterday,
woke at around 7plus am.

Reached church,
started to clear the area.

I can assure that,
corn flour is irritating. Hahs.

Corn flour + Water = DISASTER !

Children is cute at times,
yet irritating !

Almost fainted for handling them.

Kids now is worse than,
the past genaration.

Event ended,
all the cleaning came.

Corn flour again ! Sigh.

Went off halfway,
for volleyball.

Wasn't playing good,
this few days. D: !

Ate dinner with them,
and went back home.

Prayer meeting tomorrow,
its gonna be fun! :D

nights all ! {:

2009-09-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

Weekends service was awesome! :D

Worship & sermon was so powerful.

The dance item,
makes me so feel like dancing.

Its been so long,
since i last dance,

I remember last time,
i used to skip dance practice.

But,
i kinda miss it now! Hahs.

Volleyball today,
neither good nor bad one.

Afterall i enjoyed it,
had dinner and back home.

Project with vinly tomorrow,
time to study man. :D!

Nights all! {:

2009-09-25T01:42:00.003+08:00

Went to church today!

Had my last lesson of followup,
with jeremy! :D

I'm a regular now! LOL.

Church is really filled with people!

Pastor Jamaal Bernard & his team,
came over for HOGC experience. :D!

Is cool to see so many,
American in church. Hahs.

Volleyball after followup,
played 2 matches.

Ate dinner with jolene,
and back home.

Gonna usher tomorrow,
for prayer meeting session.

It's gonna be a good day!

Cheers,
nights all! {:

2009-09-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

Had last BMT session yesterday!

Felt so honour that Pastors,
is right infront of me! :D

Was a great one,
learned lots of thing from them.

Be a son/daughter,
not a servant.

Servant can quit their jobs,
son/daughter can't.

Correction is not rejection.

Volleyball tomorrow,
its gonna be fun! :D

Nights all! {:

2009-09-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

Had volleyball today! {:

I played much more better,
compared to tuesday!

Previous session of bmt,
i was so tiring! D:

Last session of bmt,
on 20th september! :D

But i still enjoyed and learned,
lots of things.

Being a friend,
is not being friendly.

Is having a relationship with them.

Gonna cut my hair at orchard,
follow by visiting papa eugene tmr!

Totally miss him man! D:

Volleyball too! <3

Nights all! :D

2009-09-09T00:55:00.005+08:00

Had BMT: Basic ministry training today! :D

Fun, enjoyable session.
It wasn't that bad, from what i expected.

I thought it will be damn tiring & bored,
i thought i would just dozed off.

Lucky, it did not happen! :D

I learned lots of thing today,
and i believe that i will really grow strong!

Peq, Evt
Presentation, class test.

Is drving me crazy this week!

Actually i almost wanted to give up,
bmt this time round.

But i'm glad that i didn't! :D

While i was reading bible today,
God spoke to me.

Matthew 21: 21
Jesus replied," I tell you the truth, if you have faith
and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done
to the fig tree, ....".

School tomorrow!

Nights! :D

2009-08-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

Its HOGC 10th anniversary yesterday! :D

And!
Also my BIRTHDAY! ♥

Had a great service in church,
all the flash back was so funny! :D

I really really enjoyed myself,
and i can said that being a member,
is really blessed!

Ushering today,
a funny one.

Cause i dont really remember,
how pastor phli pringle looks like.

Thanks jeremy, jamie & garrett!

I really love the hamster !

Volley & ball ! :D

Gonna go back secondary school tmr!

Im absolutely blown away! :D

Nights! {:

2009-08-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

Just came from volleyball,
its was so fun! :D

Everything is alrights,
went to marina barrage.

That place was quite nice,
but damn boring nothing much.

Ended school early today,
shop at marina square.

Went back school after that.

Anyway,
guys please make peace,
between yourself.

Is not a good feeling,
to see you guys quarrel.

So, SMILE! :D

PEACE is the thing ! {:

Nights all! :D

2009-08-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8am today,
stone awhile til 8.30am.

Bathe and rushed down,
to church for usher training.

Usher training was fun!

I enjoyed the session,
though im very tired. :D!

Met up with jeremy,
around 1.30pm.

Went down to singpost mac,
ate sundae icecream.

Had 4th lesson of followup,
soon i will be a regular! LOL!

Service at 5pm,
awesome one!

Even though Pastor wasnt,
standing infront of us.

Is always so great to be in heart of God church!

Nights all! :D

2009-08-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

Went for training today!

The very first match CHUI! D:

Damian,
im truly sorry for banging into you.

I really dont know,
what im doing during first match.

Played 3 matches in total!

Second match is much more better,
after the warm up.

Seriously,
i think i really need to warm up,
before playing matches.

Im so gonna play volleyball tmr!

Its gonna be fun,
yet stressful at times.

Nights all!

2009-08-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

Lets talk about what happens this week!

Volleyball training at bedok,
and i dont play well.

Home work for school,
im done with it! :D

Cg in church,
and it was awesome!

I had usher ministry today,
It was fun! :D

I was ushering at the white door,
the main entrance.

Clearing up auditorium,
after service ended.

Sweeping in auditorium,
and setup for NDP.

Anyways,
my bible and notes is missing! D:

How how how!

Gonna ask around,
whoever that is holding it!

Nights! :D

2009-08-01T01:17:00.005+08:00

OHS poster handed up in time!

Gonna have EVT test on monday,
yet i have not studied.

Got home after school,
was slept awhile.

I was having running nose,
since morning! D:

Woke up late,
rush over quickly.

Daddy drove me over to stadium!

Thankyou many many! <3

Ushering was tiring,
but FOP was a success man!

Sunday,
sentosa with charmaine & co!

Gonna study tmr man!

Nights! :D

2009-07-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

School is fine! :D
No SW tomorrow!

Gonna sleep longer,
and get ready to study!

Im quite disappointed with a person,
used to be quite close to her.

I just simply dont understand why,
and what happen to her to make her,
treat me this ways!

I felt so hurt,
whenever she ignores me,
scold me or shows black face!

You are the first and only,
teacher that i cried for.

And this show,
who are you in my heart.

If i does anything wrong,
that dont please you.

Tell me straight,
please dont treat me this ways.

Rather to know what i had done,
then not knowing anything.

Cause it is worse,
to know nothing!

But still i wish that,
you would be like the past.

2009-07-15T23:37:00.003+08:00

I just so tired in school,
after school starts.

Not focusing in lesson,
tends to sleep.

Volleyball, study
& attending church this 2week.

I so gonna buck up,
aiming all A's for 3 subject! :D

Went over to tp,
for volleyball match today!

Tp rocks on man! :D

Friday gonna be
ite against sp!

ite jiayous ace! :D

Nights!

2009-07-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

I was late for school!

Okokay,
im really super tired! D:

After school,
slacked in school awhile.

Headed to church,
find alvin & jackson.

Aftermath,
went down to cineleisure.

Watched movie,
with chanel & elizabeth.

Dance subaru!

Damn nice,
super duper nice! :D

Really really,
i love the show alot!

Anyway,
volleyball training later.

Gonna sleep,
not much time to rest man!

Nights & bye! :D

2009-07-05T23:28:00.005+08:00

School starting tomorrow!

Is like finally,
after so long.

If i spent my holidays fruitfully,
i still wish to go to school.

I miss school days,
i miss volleyball trainings.

I miss school foods,
i miss all the laughter & jokes.

During the holidays,
i can ensure that,
i have changed.

After i have started,
to attend church again.

I always feels,
the peace & secure,
within my heart.

Because i knew that,
im always not alone.

A loving God,
that always cares for us,
concern about us.

Amen!

Alrights,
i got to sleep.

Gonna wake up at 6am later,
seeya soon schoolmates! :D

2009-07-03T23:03:00.004+08:00

Just back from chalet,
not long ago.

REAL TIRED! D:

Cause i slept roughly,
5hours in total for 2days.

Steamboat & bbq
was a success i would say!

I got real close contact with,
cockroach & worms!

Is super scary okay!

And!
I cried! D:

Hate & fear cockroach to max!

Travel to tampines 1 after chalet,
with hubert & co.

Hubert brought his top,
slack & lunch.

Went back home,
took off contact lens.

Headed to bed,
slept from 5pm plus - 11pm.

Gonna wake up at 9am,
and watch basketball,
later in church!

Happy gonna join me for service,
as she dint manage to come last week. :D!

Praise God!

Anyway,
night all! :D

2009-06-28T01:28:00.003+08:00

Went to church,
its was great! :D

Pastor Joakim Lundqvist,
your sermon is powerful!

I gonna spread the gospel,
to tell everyone that,
how great is our God.

Got inspired today,
thanks God that i gave up an outing.

And,
attended both service,
if not i will miss the chance to listen,
this sermon.

Going out in the morning later,
to watch soccer at kallang,
with alvin & jeremy! :D

Aftermath,
gonna meet happy for service!

Gonna attend the last session,
from Pastor Joakim Lundqvist! :D

Anyway,
result was out.

Quite satisfied with it! :D

Process instrumentation control,
Fluid flow & piping system : B!

Chemistry,
Engineering science : A!

GPA: 3.467! ♥

Lastly!

Chalet on monday,
tuesday & wednesday.

Its gonna be a fruitful week,
before the school starts. :D!

2009-06-21T20:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day to every daddy! :D

Went church yesterday,
had our combine service.

Its was a great one!

Praise God! Amen.

After service had ended,
went down with CG cliques,
to have dinner at singpost.

Aftermath,
headed back church to eat.

As we take-away our foods,
due to the crowds in the kopitiam.

Ate dinner,
and starts to play volleyball,
all the way till 11pm plus.

Hell fun okay! :D

Went back home,
starts to use computer,
till 4am plus.

Read bible,
before i sleep.

Matthew 3:17

Anyway,
i gonna go hortpark tmr! :D

Seeya all J's cliques.

Byeeeeeeeee! {:

2009-06-15T02:21:00.012+08:00

Woke up at 12pm plus,
when im suppose to meet alvin & hubert
at 1pm.

Late again, as usual. :D!

Walk around bugis,
and headed down to dhoby ghaut.

After discussion,
3 of us went to church.

Slack & watched people play basketball,
the way hubert is playing is damn funny.

He was bounding the ball,
till he bound till it is out of the court already.

Super funny, then he gave that face.
And continues, playing basketball.

Its been long i last played volleyball,
i wants to play, i want i want!

Elizabeth came over and find us,
went down singpost,
brought some foods at mac.

Back home after eating.

That cat which is near my bustop,

was super duper cute!
Omg! :D

Anyway,
i gonna go out again later.

Gonna rest now!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! {:

Yes,
i saw you with someone today,
I totally believe it now,
cause i seen it with my pair of eyes.
Being single,
liar.
Goodluck my friend.

2009-06-13T04:47:00.004+08:00

Hey!

Its been long since i last post. :D

Anyway, went t church for CG.

After that, headed to orchard
with hubert, bryce and alvin.

Went to find jeremy & other zone mates!

Walked over t cineleisure,
played mini soccer game.
Hahs.

Jeremy, hubert & i a team,
while bryce & alvin another team.

We lost t them!
Bryce is tough enemy,

After the game,
we went in a cozy room
which others had booked.

Chill out & movie inside! :D

Bryce & hubert
headed back home first.

While more,
the whole group of us
went off too.

Headed home,
saw kimyong, weijit and rixin
in bus 175.

Such a coincidence man!

Went 7-11 as a group,
chill awhile and back home.
Reached home at 1am.

Its 5am now,
gonna sleeeeeppp!

Byeeeeee! {:

2009-06-01T13:43:00.003+08:00

I have liked you for 3month plus,
yet everything remains the same.
So should i give up or what?
Yes, its seem super pointless.
But,
i dont wish to let go just like this.
Things that i strive hard for everyday,
are just hard to let go at times.
If im given a chance,
i will still like you.
You numb my heart,
i really dont know what i want now.
Congrats in entering combine!
Goodluck, i support you.
I know you must be feeling very uneasy,
whenever i walked past you or your class.
Cause your classmates will just start to disturb,
i know you hate it.
I will stay away from you.
Sorry. ♥

2009-05-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

Ever since that day,
i learn to let things goes by nature.
I learn that going after you,
only makes you feel uneasy.
And i knew that,
you would hate me real hard at times.
But all this is not what i wanted.
If i happens to go against your rules,
im truly sorry about it.
My feeling for you,
is more than a friend still,
but i wont be overboard.
I still likes you frankly,
and i will still waits.
It seems that you're troubles with something,
find someone to share with,
so you would feel much better.
Take good care of yourself,
competition is around the corner.
Try not to smoke too much,
since you're unwell.
God's love! <3

2009-04-27T00:13:00.004+08:00

Its had been a month,

since we were in this situation.
I just miss you so much,
i doubt you know too.
Really for this 1 month,
roads are just not easy to walk through.
I think we are just,
getting further and further.
Term is so gonna ends soon,
competition gonna starts soon.
Just allow me to see,
the shadows of yours,
that will be more than sufficient.
I really dont wish you to go,
but i know its not possible.
Actually just a simple concern from you,
its will be more than enough.
Everyday i had been thinking of you,
i got no mood for everything,
and yes everything.
Even studies,
even my favorite subject,
chemistry.
I got no interests in it,
cause i just cant settle my minds.
I know you might be avoiding me,
sorry that i make you feel so uneasy.
But once after june,
no longer you would see me.
Sorry if i irritates you,
sorry if you happens to see me,
sorry if i makes you feel uneasy,
sorry if i look at you,
sorry for everything that i do,
that you dislikes.
Im sorry! <3

2009-04-23T01:06:00.006+08:00

Congrats that you entered team A!
Super elated for you,
cause this might be the last match,
that you are playing for CE.
I believe you will be in the main!
Jiayous,
cause i support you.
All the way, all the way.
I miss you super much.
its kinda sad that,
only during training times,
then i will be able to see you.
Its so near yet so far,
even we are in the same school,
or even same course.
I miss every movement of yours,
and i wish for the better between us.
I thanks god for,
what he done yesterday.
I have faith in you!
I will be waiting for every miracles. <3

2009-04-12T00:50:00.003+08:00

I wish for time to stop,
cause i wish to see you more often.
I wish for time to rewind back,
cause i wish to be closer to you.
I wish for time to be like the past,
cause i wish to be together.
I wish and i wish for many things,
but its almost impossible,
or even totally.
I want to message you,
but i dont know what to say.
I want to get closer with you,
but i dont know how to.
Even when i see you online,
i dont know what to start.
Will we be back,
like we used to be last time?
Sigh,
i really miss you. ♥

2009-04-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

Stress up with work,
first thing came to my mind,
was you.
I miss you again,
and yes again.
Im always missing you,
be it when im happy or sad.
Actually i wish to share,
my thoughts with you.
Anything that i facing with,
i wish to heard your advice.
Remember those days,
once after my work,
i would received messages from you,
telling me to be careful,
while im back home.
Asking me not to drink too much,
i really miss those days now.
All this memories,
made me felt ultra regretted,
for not cherishing you once.
Maybe in times,
you'll change your mind.
Now looking back,
i wish i could rewind. ♥

2009-04-03T00:33:00.003+08:00

Ever since that day,
what you had told me.
I came across to think back,
what makes us in this situation now.
Im rather sad that,
we behave like strangers.
We dont greet each other,
tends to pretends one another presence.
Its hurtful yea?
Trying my best,
not to let you feel the pressure.
Trying my best,
not to look at you.
But,
i still think of you.
Everyday just pass like this,
nothing special.
I wish to see you more often,
but the days are just getting lesser.
After june or even may,
you will not be in school anymore.
You will be going off,
for your attachment .
And training will end,
after competition.
Meaning seeing you,
is rather hard than usual.
I will be waiting. ♥

2009-03-26T14:06:00.006+08:00

I wish we can sit side by side eachother,
like what we are last time.
But i think its kinda hard yea?
Or maybe even not need,
bother to think of it.
I miss you,
and i really do.
I miss your smile,
your concern,
and all that you had done for me once.
I truly regretted,
for not cherishing you.
Not cherish you,
when you are so close to me.
Yet regretted,
when you are far away beyond my sight.
I like the ways you played,
volleyball & maximum tune,
Just got me so hypnotize.
Got real sad today,
but i still like you!
I still put hope into you. <3

2009-03-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

Really regretted for letting off you,
i know it might be alittle too late,
but i just happens to fall for you now.
Its my fault,
i didnt cherished you at the very start.
I just miss those days,
that we usually hang around almost everyday.
Days with you are fun,
but all this had slowly turned into memories.
I miss those days,
when you are concern about me,
days that you still care for me.
Asking me to do this and that,
asking me to stop my foolish acts.
Be there for me,
when im not in the mood,
cheer me up,
cause you dont which to see me upset.
Give a little pat,
telling me that things will be alright,
just get used to it.
I miss those days,
when i went to find you to slack.
When we messaged the whole day,
crapping around.
I just miss everything,
moments of you and me! <3

2009-03-07T00:25:00.007+08:00

Its been super hell long since i blog! D:

Anyway, this few week im just busy with
school work & volleyball only!{:

Its hell fun to play volleyball! <3
Have been going to sentosa,
past 2 sunday! ;D

But!
Its always happen to rain, at the end of the day! ;x
So we played rainwater then!;D

After stopping my jobs currently,
i feel like that my life is enjoyable!

If not it will be like study, work, study, work! D:
And! This is crazy! ;@

Currently i still can cope with my course! ;D
But! Im have doubt in my theory part! ;x

I will work hard!{:
Polytechnic, here i come!{:

Welcome me in 2years time yea?! ;p

Sentosa for tomorrow again!{:
With happy's cliques! <3

Nights peeps! ;D

2009-02-15T00:44:00.006+08:00

Okay!{:
Happy valentine's day peeps!{:

Im super tired today! D:
Really!

What a valentine anyway. ;x

Spent the night at tajimaya,
seeing couple in and out of the restaurant.

Even my chemistry teacher! LOLS.

Papa eugene knock on me by accident,
and the hot green tea just spilled on my hand.

Super pain!

Almost cried,
got no choices just get to work.

If im able to choose,
i will not work! ;D

Got to work tomorrow as well! D:
I want to stop working first!

I jus started to realised that,
i getting out of control of my stuff! ;x

I cant handle well anymore!

No more!

Be in work, studies, cca
or even relationship!

Maybe i just need some rest! ;D

Byeeeee!{:

2009-02-07T13:09:00.003+08:00

Life had been boring,
is only either im working
or schooling!

No life! D:

This week volleyball had just started.
Fun yea?! ;D

But my hands, legs and body hurts.
After all running and hitting. D:

Was working yesterday,
papa eugene is nonsense! ;D

After work has ended,
we were talking and chatting.

Till i dunno started with what thing,
ice war begin! D:

Papa eugene tried to throw ice on me,
from the bar to shabuya table 4! ;@

Im on attack, so yups!
I did throw back. LOLS! {:

And laoda jenny is attack at times,
due to the bounding of ice. ;D

After all this fun,
we got back home.

I took bus back,
laoda jenny & papa eugene train home.{:

Gonna work today also! D:

Assignment is not done. ;x
Homework is not done too! D:

Study is the thing now! ;D
Byeeeeeeee!{:

2009-01-26T21:11:00.004+08:00

Back!
Im back. {:

Sorry for bloging for just a long time. ;x
Was busying working or school stuff.

Anyway, this few days of work kinda tiring yea?! ;x
Cause there is not enough of staff work,
which problem occurs. D:

Poor papa eugene! D:
He still to work extra hard to cover up,
the manpower.

Stress stress stress for him! ;@

Must go chill out yea?! ;D

Happy new year everyone! ;D
Blessed day! {:

Super happy to heard that,
you are giving up on her.
Really super elated! {:
I had been missing you,
all the while.
Be it im working or in school.
Happy that things between us,
are getting better.
It's just so sad seeing you,
dont bother about me.
This always drive me crazy. D:
I just wants to see you badly! ♥

2009-01-13T21:03:00.003+08:00

Its been long that after my last post,
i came to revive my blog yea?! ;D

Anyway, lesson in school are okay?
Manageable! ;P

Is science everyday! ;D
So cool yea!

Gonna start my volleyball cca soon! ;D
Excited! {:

Nothing much to say,
Byeeeeeeee! {:

You killed me lively ever since that day,
my heart aches whenever i think of you.
Im thinking of you day & night,
i wonder if you do too.
That hug from you just means so much,
i wish miracles could happens.
What hurts the most,
is being so close.
i wants to see your face,
your smile,
your laughter,
everything that belong to you.
I wonder will you forget about me,
i wonder will you message me first?
Sigh,
imy & ily. ♥

2009-01-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

Lesson will be starting tomorrow yea?! ;D
Excited. {:

Classmates are kinda boring yea?! ;x
No choices!

Felicia, my first ite friend.
Anyway, thanks for the skirt. ;DD
Wish to partner her for project and reports. ;P

Anyway, papa eugene bad! DD:
Wanted to go vivo to find him actually,
for the shabuya treats! ;D

But,
happy said she wanna go home early. D:

So in the end,
we dint went down yea? D:

Then papa eugene msged me,
asking me to called him.

Called him, and asked me where am i.
I was at my home area already,
he wanted to asked me go sing k larhs!

Sadded. D:

Nvm.
That one day will arrive man!

Joining volley ball with happy!
I guess so? ;x

Tomorrow school will be at 12pm.
Woots!

Sleep, sleep, sleep long long!

Byeeeeeeeeee! {:

2009-01-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

Had been working this few days,
from wednesday - sunday !

Tiring! ;x

Anways, im just so hell pissed off with
CHOCHO!

Knn.
So hell fuck, you are a full timer?! ;@
Why cant you just clear up the things yourself?

Running all the way to tajimaya just to asked me over
to clear up the pot & plates.

So hell free yea?! ;@
Then why dont you spent that few minutes
to clear up the things.

Tmd! ;@
Working with jenny is super so hell better larhs!
Jenny saved my day, woots! ;DD

I gonna missed jenny & papa eugene,
after my school had started.

Must miss me too yea? ;P

Gonna go schooling life again! D:
Off to sleep soon, 6.45am tomorrow.
Wakey wakey! ;D

Byeeeeeeeee! {:

2008-12-29T02:29:00.003+08:00

Posting here again! ;D

I had been posted to Chemical process technology yea?! ;DD
It will be at simei ite. (:

Working is tiring nowadays!
And!
I dunno why. D:

Sometimes, i really just feel like quitting it only.
People are hard to please at times. ;@

Doing 1 thing, get scolded for another thing.
Fuck yea? Sigh. ;@

Thanks eugene papa & jenny laoda!
For being so good to me yea! ;D

Because of this,
thinking that about eugene & jenny!
Being good to me, wish makes me wants to carry on
working at shabuya! (:

Reached potong pasir after work no more
last bus. D:

No choices!
Got to walk home. ;x

Saw a few little kitten by the road!
Cute larhs. ;DDD

Went to pat on them, when i was about
to leave.
A white kitten kept on following me. D:

Cause she was hungry! ;x
Went to find food for the kitten, and bring it
to their territory after that.

Reached home got scolded, cause i reached
home nearly 1am. ;x

Anyways, sorry eugene!
For not accepting to work on tomorrow. D:

Cause i wanted to rest and shop somehow,
plus i got to meet the seller for the contact lens. ;x

But, for the others im able to work yea? ;D
Sleeping soon.

Byeee! ;D

2008-12-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10am today!
Damn tired.

Registered my ite courses.
Chemical process technology! ;D

It will be my favorite! ;PP

Went to tiong bahru to find kevin,

Bus down to purmei there to see
him play soccer?!

After that, went to vivo to find happy, junjie and sam! ;D

Talk about happy's birthday tomorrow! ;D

Sorry happy, for working on your birthday. D:

But i will pay back! ;D
31st i gonna tonn and we have fun! (:

I had chosen ite, i believe in it! ;D
Good luck peeps! (:

2008-12-19T15:16:00.005+08:00

Result is out.

And!
Its a PASS! a just pass. ;X

Anyways, i deciding whether to go sec5 anot. ;x
a TOUGH decision. D:

Talk to eugene with happy at shabuya yesterday night,
talk about my result where should or shall we go,

what ite provided us the course we want? ;x

what will we be workng?

Money earning in future?

All this thoughts! Makes me doubt
myself where to go?! D:

Ms toh called this morning, telling me
to go sec5 for the certificate of O's.

Makes me think that i should go sec5 again. D:

BUT!
I cant really score well and get
the course i like in poly.

18 is the cut off point.

Sigh, hard to decide.
I shall think properly again.

Bye! ;D

2008-12-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

Im finally BACK from chalet after 2days. ;D

Is so such an miracle to able to tonn
for like?!

2days straight down! ;D (Thanks mummy!)

Chalet was fun cause i get to see people
WHOLE DAY! ;P Cheers!

WOOTS!

Anyway, i was emo too. Hahas.
Nothing much too. ;X

Joash's mummy was cute! LOLS. ;X

Junjie was going crazy at chalet uhs!
Acting like a Taoist?!
But cute. ;DD

Result gonna be out soon!

BAD! ;X

But i still want to know my SCIENCE grade. ;P
Cause science is FUN. (:

Goodluck peeps. Result yea. ;X

2008-12-05T00:49:00.003+08:00

Its was so super TIRING this 2days! D:

Im so HELL tired! D:

And!
Im like so gonna work all the way till sunday?!
And im like working on MONDAY too, i guess ;@

I cant take it man!
Keep going in & out of the kitchen.
This drive me MAD! ;@

I guess whatever i did in shabuya is super
more than what i had did at HOME?!
I cleaned like 4 tray of spoons, fork and tongs!

4 TRAY people!
That like alot uhs! ;X

Im so feel like to see my next pay AMOUNT ;D
I guess it will be BETTER than what i had earn this month ;D

Okay! Gonna get some sleep soon! ;X
Cause i still got so many days to work D:

Bye! ;D

2008-12-02T12:53:00.006+08:00

Hello! Im back to blogging again ;D

Nothing much to blog also ;X Hahas.
When STEAMBOAT at junjie's house, with
happy and friends yesterday ;DD

Is a mess after lots of drinking, food were flying everywhere!
LOLS! ;X Kinda FUN too!

Whiskey + Greentea = NO NICE! ;X

Headed to plaza singapura for clothing ;D
Brought 2 spaghetti strips, RED & BLACK!

IM SO INTO RED NOW?! ;P

Anyways, gonna work on wednesday, thursday,
friday, saturday, PLUS! sunday DD:

NVM!

Money rolling in ;D
rich Rich RICH!

Gonna go for shopping later on! Teehee.
Marina, beach road and EAST COAST! D:

Maybe BUGIS too! ;PP
Alright enjoy yourself too peeps! ;DD

East coast is the place where we used to belong,
i miss you so.
Confusion came across my mind,
crush love.

2008-11-24T00:30:00.001+08:00

Im back people! On 20th Nov ;D

BEIJING is FUN!

But!
Im SICK on the FOURTH DAY! D:
BAD! D:

NO nice food, NO beijing duck! DD:
Porridge and mantou is the KEY! ;X

Brought lots of CHEWING GUM back man!
Wahahas. And some gift too! ;DD

I success in climbing GREAT WALL man! Woohoo.
Went work today and yesterday! ;D Bored ;X

Anyway! Thanks EUGENE! For the SHABUYA
SALAD on friday ;DD Teehee.

Even though, i didnt ate much due to my
stomach flu D: But now, im fine already!

Im back to normal, but not my VOICE! D:

Anyway, im so gonna bake BROWNIES
tomorrow! I DONT CARE! ;P So wish me good
luck! ;X

Takecare people! ;D

2008-11-04T21:03:00.004+08:00

Yesterday EVENT was !
TOTALLY SUCK-ed man ;@

KNN!

That fellow super ATTITUDE! He need to go through
a WHACKING session from me man!
Only at there pour wine nial, kp so much!

We are waiting for our BAGS right!
How are we suppose to like be in
our OWN CLOTHES when our bags is not with us!

He got NO BRAIN uhs! NB! ;@

Anyways, the EVENT was super tiring DD:

And!
My THROAT hurts uhs D:

Plus, im running a HIGH FEVER yesterday nites ;X

39.4 man! DD:

But! Im fine now ;D Just that my throat still hurts a little.

Gonna work tomorrow, and i guess im
NOT going for dance tomorrow?!

Maybe on FRIDAY?! See how uhs ;DD
Got to go rest soon x)

Will updates again ;D Teehee.
Miss BABY! <3

2008-10-31T12:58:00.010+08:00

Having been working so many days! D:
I'm DEAD tired man! RAHHHHHHH! ;X

Today, im sure it will be super BUSY
like public holidays?! D: Im gonna go CRAZY! ;@

My leggies will be super TIRED! D:
I will be running in and out the kitchen
like some?!

MAD woman ;X LOL!

PLUS !
I think i got to brew GREEN TEA
quite alot of time bahs?!

This SUCK-ed! ;@ I hate HOT STUFF! ;X

I want go DAISO for shopping! ;P Hahas.
Gonna reach VIVO CITY early
and went SHOPPING awhile man! Laughs~

Shall blog soon again, when im FREE! ;D

Anyways! BABY was having fever D:
Take good care of yourself alright! Muacks! <3

2008-10-25T23:03:00.010+08:00

I gonna QUIT starhub so hell soon! Jumping for joy ;DD
Because is like for SURE i wont get my PAY! DD:
Cause i just cant get my 18deals ;X Im not so HARD working
enough to get those rewards ;X

Customers are just hard to please,
so quitting this jobs and find one with a basic pay is better ;P
Gonna work my new jobs on MONDAY,
$6.50 per hour! WOOHOO ;DD
I hope this will be a better one ;X

Heehee. Im meeting BABY like tomorrow ;DD Hahas.
Brought 2 dresses at THIS FASHION,
its SUPER CHEAP i tell you! ;DD

2 DRESSES for like 16BUCKS only?! Teehee.
Good lobang arhs! Quick go find something you like
now and let it be yours x)

Alright, i shall blog soon again when im free ;DD

And i shall use the ways HAPPY blog ;X
I find it nicer ;DD

MONEY ROLL IN PLEASE!

2008-08-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Went out with HAPPY; twinny & girlf x) Happy came outside my sch to wait for me and we headed back to toapayoh to buy something to eat :DD Brought mac and went to toilet with her, walked to kiddy palace to see my FAV. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE stuff ! Walked to bustop and bused to my house :DD Started eating and use computer, happy helped in to earn DENS ! Thanks man ! Wented out of my house at about 3.40pm plus reached SUNTEC CITY about 4.20pm ? Hahas. Went to CARREFOUR for our JELLYBEANS ! Walked around suntec city got NOTHING to do DD: Went up to the ARCADE and we got stuck ;'( We really spent a BOMB over there ! Happy and me are broke and the toys we gonna got it too ! But no more money for us DD: Started phone-ing people to come suntec :DD At least DIDI & KORKOR is able to come down ! Whee ~ My MONKEY got SAVE man ! ;DD Rushed to CITYHALL mrt with my foots BARE ! RAHHH ! Got back and start to continue our play x) And YES ! We got it ^^ Thanks korkor for coming down ! ;DD Happy and me each got 1, a POOH & MONKEY ! At least, we went back home. GREAT DAY !

2008-08-02T16:42:00.005+08:00

Sorry HAPPY ! I apologise for not having ORANGE flavour icecream :xx Anyways, went out with happy to plaza singapura today :DD Ate icecream, ULCER was super pain DD: Rahh ! Ulcer off my mouth please :xx Headed down to parklane, to play audition because LAOSHU need our help for her DENS. Hahas. After laoshu left the game, happy and i was still playing :xx Addicted lerhs :xx Brought HIDDEN LEVEL and dressed like noob twins with happy, started fooling around in game :DD While we are playing, we saw the one beside playing KOREAN AUDITION ! Which is super cool okay ? So we got curious and start seraching for web to sign up, but FAIL ! Couldn't find TT In the end, we ask the person that is playing for de address and stuff. The whole audition is in KOREAN words ! I can't understand TT Still managed to play a few rounds before leaving with happy x) And there was a guy been fooled by me in AUDITIONSEA ^^ His in-game-name is PrinceZeo, novice ! Sorry ;PP

2008-07-14T21:11:00.005+08:00

Tonning was FUN with friends especially with baby ! I get to sleep with baby, super cool nahs ? Hahas. Baby was sick after tonning :xx Sayang ! Went to baby's house yesterday, was so paiseh Saw baby's mummy, daddy and brother, hahas. Ate dinner with baby ^^ Played with HAMHAM and helped them to bath bath :DD One was auper naughty, bite baby 's and mine's hand ! RAWRS ! His daddy and mummy was friendly ^^ Left baby's house at 10pm plus, baby accompany to admiralty mrt then i train back to toapayoh and bus back home ;DD 6 days more to first monthsary with baby <33

2008-06-09T23:50:00.009+08:00

For after so long,

i finally get to see you again.

The last day tat i met you,

was on 23th april 2008.

It had been like 1 month 16 days,

before i could see you again.

I really miss you super much.

And today was also the day that,

i did the thing that i was super regret.

Which was to break up with you.

As times flies,

we had already for broke off 1 month.

I really wished that you are still mine.

Today when i met you at toapayoh,

to pass you yr birthday present.

I was super nervous,

cause for after so long,

and i'm longing to see you so much,

and yet finally i get a chance to see you again.

But i know this should be our last time,

that we will be seeing eachother.

I cried after you had left,

and we didn't even talk for like 5min ?

Be mine's & i'm yours ♥

Will you ?

2008-06-02T23:55:00.008+08:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
answer: Super sad, but try to understand what the reason that made him betray me.

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
answer: To be able to patch back with him again & gave him whatever he wants & love him even more <33

3. If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve?
answer: The box of straw hearts that he gave me and our couple ring ;DD

4. What's your ideal lover like?
answer: I had already found, but i lose him now. Actually there is no ideal lover, is when the feeling come and you everything you could give in to him that your ideal lover.

5. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
answer: Being loved by someone and yet you love him lots too (:

6. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
answer: I'm waiting for boyboy now & i will wait till he return to my side. Cause he was the one i decide to spent my life with.

7. If the person you like, likes another person, wat would u do?
answer: If boyboy really likes another person, i will still wait for his return even though he is attached already.

8. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
answer: Yes, to know that he was still not mine's & regret that why should i ask for a break in the first place. when i was still super in love with him & missing him so freaking much.

9. What cheers you up the fastest?
answer: To know that i had already patch back with him ? Or to dreamt that me & him patch back already ( which is still not true ) ;'(

10. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
answer: Working, married already & having my own family and takecare them well ?

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
answer: Boyboy, my family & my friends ?

12. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
answer: Married but poor, don't mind to be poor as long as we are happy. Life will be good also & we can strive for our career. Life will be great already if i'm with boyboy.

13. Would you give all in a relationship?
answer: Yes, i will confirm give in everything when i'm together with boyboy. Others guys mayb ?

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
answer: She is sweet ? Hahas. Protected me during auditon, super good larhs !

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
answer: If boyboy was the 1 of the 2, i will pick boyboy as for sure ;DD

I would like JASLYN' happy to do this, bleahs ;PP

2008-06-01T23:36:00.007+08:00

If only dreams could came true,

it will be wonderful.

Yesterday night my dreams was wonderful,

cause i dreamt that we had patched back already.

In my dreams,

we were so sweet then before.

It will super nice if we were so sweet now.

I hurt myself during work,

but i guess you won't simply care.

Tears starts to flow down my cheeks,

i really still miss you so much.

I really do and i still love you,

and i always will.

Once again you had came online,

and i can't seize the temptation to talk to you.

Again i went to talk to you,

letting you know that i'm still waiting for you.

I'm so happy that you still would reply me on msn,

had a great chat with you,

hope this could help us to get back.

I know your birthday coming,

which means mine's is coming too.

I will go check out the protein,

i will try my best to get for you,

as your birthday present (:

Loving you like always,

i will dote u as much as i can <33

2008-05-29T16:35:00.004+08:00

In every picture of me and you,

reminds me of our happy moment,

that we had spent it together.

Once again,

it is 29th of the month.

It should be a happy day for us.

Yet it had all become memories.

29th january 2008,

we spent our day watching the house,

at suntec; eng wah cinema.

29th february 2008,

we spent our day eating buffet,

at sakura; toapayoh.

29thmarch 2008,

we spent our day eating kfc and a stroll,

at east coast & parkway parade; kfc.

29thapril 2008,

we spent our day all by ourself.

And today,

29thmay 2008,

we still spent this day by ourself,

but not in a state that we are still together.

For all this 20 days,

that we had broke off.

I missing you so deeply,

loving you like always.

Be mine back; will you ?

boyboy ♥

2008-05-25T23:05:00.014+08:00

People if you are free, you may come to YOGURT PLACE at kallang leisure park. Hahas. I'm working there, bleahs ;PP Today was my first day of work, got to learn alot of thing. Schedule here ;DD

27th may 08: 6pm - 10pm

28th may 08: 6pm - 10pm

30th may 08: 2pm - 10pm

31th may 08: 2pm - 10pm

1st june 08: 2pm - 10pm

2nd june 08: 3pm - 10pm

4th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

5th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

6th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

7th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

8th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

9th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

10th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

12th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

13th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

14th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

15th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

16th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

17th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

19th june 08: 6pm - 10pm

20th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

21th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

22th june 08: 2pm - 10pm

So people if you are free to come down during these days, come find me at YOGURT PLACE (:

2008-05-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

I was shocked that,

you started the conversation in msn.

Didnt expect too,

even you asked those kinds of question just now.

I'm already happy that,

you would come and talk to me first.

At the same time, i managed to know you are still single :DD

But i still knew,

it will be hard to win you back.

I will try harder & i will wait !

Cause i knew i needed you with me.

The great impact you made,

which made me can't stop loving you.

I wish you were mine again ;'(

2008-05-17T13:11:00.007+08:00

It had been 6days ever since we broke off,

you changed a lot.

For every sunrise & sunset,

i knew a new day has begin and ended.

All this sunrise & sunset,

added up to the days we broke off.

29dec2007 is the day,

we started our r/s

9may2008 is the day,

we ended our r/s

This few days that we broke off,

i really wanted to patch back with you.

I knew it was silly,

that i was the one which wanted to break,

in the end wanted to patch back also.

I knew it was hard to have you back with me,

i knew it was.

After i saw your nick on msn,

i guess i got no chances anymore.

I guess KLJX or KM would help me,

carry on to bring back your smile everyday.

I could only wait for you now,

i guess crying out badly,

would only heal the pain i felt in me.

But still i will wait for your return.

2008-05-13T14:16:00.005+08:00

It had been 3days ever since we broke off,

i still miss you ;'(

I felt liking asking you for a patch,

you really made a great impact on my life.

I love you, i really do.

I scared if we could really patch back,

will you be like last time ?

I really don't wish to have back the character you're now,

i want back the old you ?

may i ?

Lots of things had been running through my mind,

thinking about our happy moments together.

I wish to have you back,

but i knew it was hard.

You had so many girls friend,

why would you bother coming back to me ?

They might be much more better than me.

I hate the states i'm struck in now !

Totally suck ~

I want you with me please x/3

2008-05-10T14:03:00.002+08:00

Went to WILD WILD WET yesterday, hahas. Get to TANN dark dark, WOoHOo ~ But my mood isn't that good TT Anyway, i went there with angela'ONG, gladys, alicia and xuanhui. Wahahas. SAMSUNG SLIDE UP best ! Heehee. Even though, it is SCARY but was SUPER fun ;DD ULAR LA is LOVED too x33 Went to play from 1pm - 6pm plus ^^ After that went to bishan for MOS burger and arcade for my SUPER DUPER CUTE winnie-the-pooh BEARBEAR ! ;DD THANKS weisiang, samuel, xuanhui, gladys, alicia and angela in term of MONEY or MORAL SUPPORT ;DD I will treat my WINNIE-THE-POOH well ((: Takecare PEEPS !

2008-05-09T23:39:00.007+08:00

Even though, we had already broke off.

I still do miss you,

i really don't want to break up.

But those attitude and the ways you behave,

make me think that i'm already not loved by you.

Do you know its hurt to know that,

someone you loved don't care about you,

or even don't loved you anymore.

Might even loving someone else already ?

I really love you,

but i really don't know what cause this to happen.

You should know that i love you more than anything.

But why did this happen ?

We didn't quarrel before during this 4 mths plus r/s

I guess couple should quarrel sometimes.

No matter what i say now,

you're not mine anymore TT

I wish to had you with me,

but the ways i'm being treated.

I felt that being friends might be better,

but i knew once we break off.

It won't be possible that,

we will get a chance to see or talk to eachother.

Takecare of yourself okay ?

I still always be there for you ♥

2008-04-29T19:42:00.007+08:00

Ever since 16th march,

i knew things were not right .

Knowing that you dont't love me anymore,

lying to myself having false hope on you.

Thinking that you will be back one day ?

Believe that nothing is wrong,

but the facts is everything is wrong.

At the day on 29th march,

whatever happen shows what i meant to you.

I'm quite sure that,

i can't made any changes to this.

On 29th april,

i knew we were over.

We didn't even meet out,

not any single greeting for you.

I knew things will come to an end.

Which i believe is not far from now.

But i ♥ you,

i really do but it is pointless.

Letting you go would be the best,

i guess.

I will miss you deeply,

my love ♥

Goodbye :'(

2008-04-25T18:29:00.008+08:00

FUCK-ed day ! People, i am very sure that Z.haina lesson SUCK-ed ! ARGH ! She TOTALLY SUCK-ed that no longer any words can describle her ! Can see how bad she is now ? Oh-My-God ! I hate her to thorns OKAY ! I did speaks to you nicely, what was that expression from your face for ? Did i OWE you anything ? Like NO okay ~ Allow-ing your students to go toilet is a difficult things is it ? By saying YES, it solved the problem. Please THINK okay ! Why do people want to go toilet, when it is already goin to recess ? Answer is they are really urgent ! NO BRAIN ~ When it is already recess why you teacher, don't even know how to say that we students are able to leave ? Now i can see how responsible you are ! SPEECHLESS ~ I waited from 10.08am - 10.35am to go to toilet ! WAHPIANG EH ~ Put yourself in people shoes larhs horh ! What if 1 day, you are urgent and you needed toilet as fast as possible. Then people don't allow you to go ? But only after when you wait-ed for about 1/2 hour ? Felt what i felt now ? SPOILT my mood. By-the-way, i am not so childlish to do those acts ! Think that i have so much time to wrote words on table, must be kidding okay ! If i did do i would admit, i guess if it is in your case you won't even dare to admit. It's okay ;DD

Everything had changed,

no longer the same.

Thinking of you hurts me,

i know you won't be back anymore.

You are too far from me,

too far for me to able to reach you.

I guess what we are now,

might be the best.

2008-04-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

SAD DAY ~ Speechless during morning assembly, why do you think that i didn't miss you ? Do you know that i miss real much ? Everytime when i'm in school i kept thinking of you, some times i don't even have the mood to joke or even listen to lesson. Please don't ever think about whether did i miss-ed you, because the answer is always a YES ! Feeling so upset through out the day, hais. Tears rolled down my face, when i knew that you couldn't meet me again, missing you REAL much ! I just can't hold on to my tears anymore, went to the toilet to cry out everything. Scanning through those old messages, thinking about the happy moments, the fun we used to have. With the song i am listening at that point of time, i really broke down and cry. Anyway, thanks JACQUELINE for comforting me. Hope that your own problem, will be solve soon ;DD Truthful saying, seeing couple around makes me feel so UPSET and ENVY ! I wanted a sweet relationship can't i ? Is just a simple thing, yet it is so hard to achieve ! I really wish to long forever with you, have a child of yours, build up a family. But this dream seem to be so far right now, you are beyond my reach ! BOYBOY always remember you are greatly missed by me in any point of time.

2008-04-14T19:29:00.004+08:00

STOMACH pain ~ ARGH ! FUCK-ed day ! Going crazy in school today, hahas. HIGH ~ ;DD Z.haina, TOTALLY suck-ed ! Not a good teacher okay ? Heehee. The pc is down, what do you expect from the students ? We are not IT students, we don't study about computer or software and stuff. We can't do anything, what the point when you pointed at us one by one and asked why are we not doing your work ? Telling us that we should have a back-up copy or even thumbdrive to save pur work. THINK please, Oh-My-God ~ Even we have thousand of back-up copy, when the computer can't even access in. Is USELESS okay ? What-The-Hell ! Can we do our work, go and think OKAY ? Showing attitude at we students, calling up the parent and complain about us ? CLAP-CLAP ! You teacher like to call-ed up the parent and this make you win the game. Sorry to said, we students have our method too ;DD Don't think that only teacher are the "clever" creatures in the school, the students might be even more clever than you. Hahas. You as a teacher your attitude suck-ed TOTALLY ~ Being so regret-ed to be in your class and not H.mini's class, she is so much BETTER than you ! Gonna stop complaining now ;DD Anyway, boring day ! Didn't meet BOYBOY today, he was too tired after school. So he decided to go back home to sleep after he finish-ed his school. Missing him lots ! Sleep well, my BOYBOY ! MUACKS ~

2008-04-12T15:12:00.010+08:00

Things don't seem to be better,

i miss him so much during this 3days.
Hearing those emo song,

kept thinking of you.

Crying over everthing,

missing you so much.

Seeing couple pair by pair,

being so lovely.

The hurt that i felt get deeply,

thinking that things might just end here.

I not happy,

I want you so badly !

But thing didn't turn out to be right.

Chatting with you,

saw yr nick.

"wish it will happen !!! =)"

I felt things might not be so easy,

the image i see now,

should be worse than it.

Tears rolled down my face,

thinking you had already walked away from my life.

What happen to us ?

Used to be loving like others,

happy as can be.

But everything had changed,

you don't seem to be the one i once knew.

2008-04-09T19:11:00.007+08:00

SUAY DAY again ! FUCK-ed school, FUCK-ed teacher, FUCK-ed student. Lastly, FUCK-ed enviroment ! Can't really believe that our school asign those "SUPER GOOD" teacher to the graduating classes. Want us to do well for our N'lvl show some SINCERITY please ! English teacher like FUCK-ed can't control the class properly, talking rubbish through out the lesson. Math teacher, i can say it is quite ok ? Better than english teacher is good enough (: Combined SCIENCE, teacher not bad too ;DD CHEMISTRY notes SUCK-ed ! Not very useful, that what i can say =XX The rest of the subject, not willing to say out anymore ~ Only make me boil-ed up ! Had speech day rehearsel today, fall down during practise. TOTALLY MALU ! After rehearsel, messag-ed BOYBOY ♥ He said-ed he can't meet me today, TOTAL SADNESS ~ Gonna miss-ed him badly ;'( IMISSYOU LARHS ♥ !